Sometimes once in a while, you need to do something so that you are reminded of the person you once were. Sometimes life gets into a rut and you even start liking the rut. And all of a sudden, you wonder what the hell is happening. You wake up suddenly and you realize you have become this person you don't recognize anymore. You have become this person you swore you will never become. And you need to prove to yourself that you still have it in you to be what you once were. That you are still capable of a making a comeback and not beyond redemption.
Yes, this is exactly what I am feeling right now.